Hi guys... oh how I've missed you all. It's been a few crazy months for me, and although I knew I would return sooner or later, I really didn't know exactly when until just these last couple of days. So, there is big news and I guess I should just jump right into it.
C and I are um... separating.
At least I think that's what we're calling it.
I knew that my first post coming back here was either going to be the big news that either a) We're getting married! or b) this. That's because C and I? We had about a 50/50 chance of surviving all of this. What's this you may ask? Doubts, questioning, lack of certainty, different paths, goals, and different pages. Make sense yet?
The point it, I am going through what will (hopefully) be the hardest life-changing time right now. Cause it's not just my relationship that's ending, but it's my life as I know it. What better time to blog, right?
Anyway, I want to get right into it but I'm thinking that I start a new blog, somewhere else, where I can start over here as well... For privacy reasons, I won't list it here, but leave a comment if you want me to email you the new address once I create it. New beginnings everywhere.
Me! Of course
Posted by: California Girl | April 30, 2008 at 03:34 PM
Hey girlie. We've missed you! I'm so sorry to hear about the bad news. You sound like you are keeping a level head about the whole thing, but, still, it must be horribly overwhelming. I hope you are well. *hugs*
I would love to get the new url!
Posted by: Princess Pointful | April 30, 2008 at 03:35 PM
Hi blond-d... I think I might've commented once or twice before... but I've been reading for a while, and I am so excited to see you coming back in my reader (but sad about the circumstances). I hope you're okay and I'd love to follow to your new blog.
Posted by: Well-Heeled | April 30, 2008 at 03:36 PM
Gah. My comment got eaten.
In a nutshell: We missed you! I'm sad to hear that your absence was caused by such a huge change. You sound like you are keeping a good level head about things, though. Many hugs your way.
And, yes, I want the new url!
Posted by: Princess Pointful | April 30, 2008 at 03:37 PM
I literally was thinking about you yesterday, and therefore my face just lit up seeing that you posted! I'm so sorry to hear about the bad news though. Stay strong, massive hugs! And I would love to continue reading. xoxo
Posted by: Ashley | April 30, 2008 at 03:38 PM
I just got so excited seeing you pop up in my reader! Please send me the new address - I missed you! (remarkablelulu@yahoo.com)
Posted by: Stephanie | April 30, 2008 at 03:44 PM
I'm glad you're back and I'd love the new address.
Posted by: hillary | April 30, 2008 at 03:46 PM
Aw I'm sorry to hear about you and C.
But I'm glad to see you're back and I would love to keep reading!
bug425@yahoo.com
Posted by: katelin | April 30, 2008 at 03:47 PM
Oh wow! I was just skimming my reader and thought about you recently!
Bummer about you and C but you do sound like you are in good mental place about it.
Do send the new URL to your fellow Gaucho, please!
Posted by: notbubbly | April 30, 2008 at 03:51 PM
Hi Blond-D,
I've been reading your blog for a while and am delurking to say that I am glad to see you back! I am so sorry to hear about you and C. It would be great to keep reading though!! Best of luck with everything!
Posted by: Kim | April 30, 2008 at 03:53 PM
Aww sweetie i'm so sorry to hear about you and C. Keep your head up. And I would love to visit you at the new site.
Take Care
Posted by: Abbie | April 30, 2008 at 04:04 PM
Another lurker who was also thinking about you this week. I am really sorry about you and C..but like everyone above is saying you sound like you are doing well under the circumstances and I have no doubt that you will get through this. If you don't mind me following to the new blog my email is wlujess82 at gmail dot com
Posted by: Jess | April 30, 2008 at 04:11 PM
Only discovered your blog a few months ago via Google Reader suggestions...officially de-lurking!
I would love to know about your new blog once you have it up & running!
thinkblue3828@gmail.com
Posted by: M | April 30, 2008 at 04:13 PM
Another de-lurker - so sorry to hear about you and C. I would love to have the new blog URL.
Posted by: Kate | April 30, 2008 at 05:23 PM
Oh nuts. I'm happy to see you, sad to hear that things have been rough for you. They're not easy, these life changing events. I have missed you lots, and would of course love to follow you on the new blog. snitty.trigger@gmail.com
Take care, we're here if you need us.
-T
Posted by: Trigger | April 30, 2008 at 05:32 PM
Hey there,
I am so glad you are back. Sorry to hear about you and C. I would love to keep reading, so when you set up your new blog, please send me the address.
Posted by: Allie | April 30, 2008 at 05:34 PM
Bunny, of course I want the new link. I hope you're ok - you know where to find me if you need me! Loves!
xoxox
Posted by: La | April 30, 2008 at 06:10 PM
Hi there! I was excited to see you pop up in Reader, I've missed your blogging. I'm so sorry to hear about you and C...but I'd love to follow your new posts, so please email me the new address. Thanks and try to keep smiling :)
Posted by: bunny | April 30, 2008 at 06:16 PM
I've been wondering where you were!!!!
Sorry to hear about your and C...before I read the word I honestly thought it would be engaged. Please send the linke for your new blog - lifeaccordingtobhanu@gmail.com
Posted by: Bhanu | April 30, 2008 at 06:24 PM
Wow, I'm sorry to hear about you and C! Although it kind of sounds like it may be for the best in the long run? In any case, I'm glad you're back and yes, please send me the address of your new blog.
Posted by: Jess | April 30, 2008 at 07:27 PM
I am so sorry to hear that things have ended between you and C! I hope that you meet a wonderful man soon who will appreciate you and make all of your dreams come true. I'd appreciate it if you could send me your new address.
Best of luck
Posted by: Jaclyn | April 30, 2008 at 07:27 PM
Sorry to hear about your relationship troubles. Email me when you get a new blog sdsinglegirl@gmail.com
Posted by: Single | April 30, 2008 at 08:32 PM
I'd love your new URL... please send to my e-mail above...
Posted by: Sheila | April 30, 2008 at 08:58 PM
Please send me the address. I've missed reading your posts. I was wondering if you were going to come back.
Posted by: Leah | April 30, 2008 at 09:23 PM
Hi DG,
I am yet another lurker and was also so pleased when I saw that you'd updated! You're a recent blog find and I found myself loving reading about life in LA (I'm all the way over in Australia!). I was saddened to hear about you and C, especially since it sounded like you two were in a good place at the time of your last post. I hope everything works out for the best and would love to read your new blog if you start one.
All the best
Posted by: Ellie | April 30, 2008 at 09:26 PM