the rollercoaster of life

April 30, 2008

I'm back.

Hi guys... oh how I've missed you all.  It's been a few crazy months for me, and although I knew I would return sooner or later, I really didn't know exactly when until just these last couple of days.  So, there is big news and I guess I should just jump right into it.

C and I are um... separating.

At least I think that's what we're calling it. 

I knew that my first post coming back here was either going to be the big news that either a) We're getting married! or b) this.  That's because C and I?  We had about a 50/50 chance of surviving all of this.  What's this you may ask?  Doubts, questioning, lack of certainty, different paths, goals, and different pages.  Make sense yet? 

The point it, I am going through what will (hopefully) be the hardest life-changing time right now.  Cause it's not just my relationship that's ending, but it's my life as I know it.  What better time to blog, right? 

Anyway, I want to get right into it but I'm thinking that I start a new blog, somewhere else, where I can start over here as well... For privacy reasons, I won't list it here, but leave a comment if you want me to email you the new address once I create it.  New beginnings everywhere.